Wicked Whispers..!

The urge to write and inability to express has a greater connection than what I thought! Expressing the scattered pieces and binding them all together to provide it an authenticated look, to the others! Reaping the grim is an art and better you are, more successful you will appear to the naked eyes of the sub-human souls!

Remember the time, when I asked you, to Look in to my eyes and tell me what you see?
Is there someone real?
Then yes, this is real!
And that’s what, you wish to be...
But you did not agree! More so because, your heart never tasted triumph and you never had the luxury to burn yourself at the stake of life! But deep within, under the shadows of assumption/presumption and fanatical sense of glorified perspectives, there have been times, when I thought of few as mates, covered in smoke and flames of desires and stuffs! The real ones! I know who they are!

But you dint agree, and felt hurt! But, you always hurt the one, you love! Have to follow few dictums, Na! So, l escaped, again! Crawling into my bed when the night was deadly alive! Kept staring into the eyes of each of the four walls! Permutations and combinations of thinking about my last good time, aacepting that I am going to stay here on my own, the strong own! The travel undertaken on that lonely road, which is known only to me! Yet, i don’t know where it goes but I find it my home and I keep on walking alone!
I am not nothing, I just know, what I like and what I don't!
The empty street had few signposts of broken dreams
Which the city was blissfully unaware of!
City was sleeping under the ironical pretext of sleeping peacefully!
And I kept on walking alone!
But the road ahead seems to have a dead end!
But then, hope must be playing hide and seek, somewhere at the corner!
So much for the sake of hopeless optimism! Well, sarcasm is just another service, I offer!
Once I was walking through the motions of sky, and I vaguely remember being attacked by a screaming rainbow! Accusing me of stealing his colors!
I am the life and the resurrection, and so did I explain!
The shackles loosened up.
The chains all broken.
Petals Withered in the teary eyes!
A breath. And no more.
I could look into the eyes of rainbow, and see only the sweet innocence of naivety! He believed me! Guess, he was better than you!
Rainbow, understood! I want to be with you. Do not follow me for I will lead you into pain. Do not allow me to follow you for I will hurt you. Walk beside me and we may go forever.no, he replied!
Walking beside me is such a tough job!!Noone understands the language of absolutes! So, why should I try?
Ssshhhh! The power of accurate observation is commonly called cynicism by those who have not got it.huh, another cynic in the making!
Still, I don’t like my old signatures and I don’t like you! Surprisingly, I refuse to be something I am not! if I don’t refuse then, I will be in big trouble, because my junk mail says, I’m bald, overweight, constantly needing refinancing and insurance & badly needing a larger penis! Whoa...everyone knows what I am, except me! Few feeble attempts of sorting me out! Enlighten me!
Now, isnt it all non-sensical! So, Should I apologize if what I say burns your ears and stains your eyes!?
Apology and vagueness! Close resemblance!
Any which ways, we are the dead waiting to die....did you say, cynicism? I am smiling!
A work of art is never finished, only abandoned! I am also abandoning this write up...good jay, good, it deserved to be!
But, I wonder, all great art is made from suffering... and so are we...so suffer a bit more! Keep suffering! I am loving it.

Now, as I am going to end your suffering, it’s almost evening and as darkness falls, night unfolds its legendary wings to wrap the world in its sinister embrace! I so much relish, the beauty of Darkness within, that light can never wash away with its brightness!
Aah beautiful darkness, I long for your embrace! The darkness always shines in my junkyard kingdom.

As I faced the sun, I cast no shadow...
I guess, I’ll die as I have lived -- alone...
Bow before me mortals!!!!!!!!!
Welcome to my eternal infinity...Perhaps I'll not get far, but I'll get there alone. Deeds cannot dream what dreams can do...and nothing can beat that!..