Maligned Murmurs...

The wicked whispers give way to maligned murmurs! And the delirium continues more so abashedly! Lost in the translation, two ends of which comprised of self-supremacy and accountability towards those suckers! Once, you were amazed at my clear cut forthrightness, now you doubt and say, is it really possible?

It sounds really funny when you look into the mirror, and talk to yourself!
This side, stands the real you and the other side, the reflection, that the world wants you to see as rather what the world has made you!
And why do I hate you, my reflection!
Hate...did you say hate?? Oh yes...who else is better qualified to get that respect from me!
Seems, you no longer feel attached to me because I did not cry for you, did not sympathize with your feeble and fragile attitude!
Yet, your fragility is indicative enough of your neutrality. The neutral are the only ones to side themselves with evil. Poor you! You can’t even express your displeasure.

"I feel so good, not to be understood by you! That would have undermined my own set self high standards! If they've told you who to be, you've entered a familiar realm..! Beware. My love!”

Your obsessions with getting into my head made you ignore the fact that false Hope is the first step on the road to disappointment. So hard to reconcile to the understated prophecy that, I am the chosen one, chosen by fate to rid the worlds of these sub humans including you, my image!
Built, destroyed, re-built. . .
Why so! Did you ask that? Applause! You are still inquisitive."
Can’t help but think, reality is never enough, that’s why people dream!

Sage inside me says which part you choose from? I have numerous branches to offer? Cling yourself onto the one which suits your needs the best! Make yourself comfortable! Yeah...need!! Not your desire! After all would you cling without being needy?
Sub-human, I told you Na..!
This is my shadow which is invisible...and here I am safe...I am free...and you wanted to be in my team? There is no one in the team except, a 'M' and an 'E'.

Hey reflection,
Was juggling with an idea.
Would you mind if I kill you?
Cause you have turned into my worst enemy!
Would you mind if I try to?
Because It's over now..."
Because you carry the hate that I feel...
Yet, So many things, left unsaid.
Broken silence! (I had to...)
Now you're bleeding life...

Now, that was out of turn lines in the write up! Shut up. It’s random, silly! Random means, you can write anything, anywhere!
I have already said that...i am safe..! Ssshhhh...Dont make noise, people will smell my manipulation..!

Am I sounding insane? Yeah, because I have customized my insanity! At times presenting in a sane format to the ones, who will never know how to use that! What are you wondering at? Jay, on the brink of mental collapse?
You needn't worry. There is a reason why we were put on this earth, and you are not it.
I will fail in life without your expertize.thanks but no thanks.

The only way possible to make me collapse would be one when I am declared the best poet in the community!
Gosh..! Am I considered a poet? That’s the ultimate discovery for me! How grateful I am to be considered so! Did it become a part of other's chat masala? Trust me, I don’t want to smile but I just can’t suppress it! Hail the better sense!
You cynic...! Shut up...

Good to know that if I ever need attention all I have to do is write poems. Apart from dying...
Jay...you again smiled..!Not fair...

Reflection says,

"I know, The Life is a Big Party for you
Where you are your own Idol
And you need me to want you!"

“But do you realize when someone appears that lonely, that angry...they can learn to hide it. Even you do! But inside, did it ever die? I guess, it never dies. It just stays there, and feasts at you... until, one day, you scream in deperation, that it needs to be banished, abondanoed!"
Is this my reflection? Hey, you can still talk sense! Please blabber...its long since I listened to something interesting, ofcourse except those random few!
And image continued, incredulously! He believed me! Incongruity has ceased to be ironical! Good god!.....
I am a learner and I don't know much, but I do know this...
"With a golden heart, comes a rebel fist..!"
Damn..! I am blushing..!
But I can't help agreeing with those that would not quit. And you my original, pertain to that fast fading clan!
Because of you, there’s a world of guilt written on my face and I feel ashamed for the human race...Mirror was talking nineteen to the dozen...
"You have you own scars, but scars are the souvenirs that should not be lost in the maze of fleeting happiness!”
It appears as if you have forgotten your own words, master!

Image continued and it kind of generated a liking for him!! He hasn’t ditched me entirely. It kind of made me think of solitude and taking a walk off into marine drive! Then again, the ocean makes me think of that most of the time because it's so vast. The ocean is what gets me... I love how it looks like, it never ends...almost seems like u can walk to the horizon...
I love to imagine it as oblivion...Damn... how am I suppose to not to envy ocean! I get all kind of hallucination there! To tell you a few...

"My soul originates from the stars. I am a Child of the Night Sky
In the stars...Dreamer in me realized
Those thoughts sought refuge, somewhere in the sky...
When I look back at the people beside me...
Finally...It's all just a beautiful lie"...

"How dare you laughed so loudly, reflection...you are wicked... cant I share my imagined scenario's...you see...I have a "poetic heart"(please don’t laugh readers..!)...!”

Cynic just turned the place...master, you find me wicked...monster...but let me confess, It Is The Nature OF Man To Make Monsters and It Is The Nature Of Monsters To Destroy Their Makers..Should I go against the trend! Save me, master...
Anywayz let me finish...i guess I am crazy, but I don't care! I just amaze myself!
Are you watching very closely? Now you're looking for the secret...but you won't find it because you're not really looking.
"...Was It A Dream...Or Was It A Nightmare?...Sometimes You Can Never Tell..."
Let me create the space where you being the object will fit into...

..The heavens have opened,
And hell is celebrating...
The storm rules the roost...
So let's start the parade...

These lines are the last endeavor to find the missing lifeline...
Welcome to my Grave...