Wistful Love Note!

As if time stood still...instead of moving on its own, it wanted me to take it further or even time wanted to savour the moment.
Isn’t it exhilarating? The divine feeling of love...

Can I believe my luck? Sometimes, life gives no reason for why, it snatched away something from you...but it comes back to you...and with the same authority, it grants you something you had never bargained for...I was never so scared in my life, when I realized, i have lost someone whom I so passionately loved...I tell you, its a scary feeling. But life is not unfair... and love comes to them, who long for it...Whosoever loves, believes the impossible...

And here I am...writing something I never believed, i would do again...a love letter...good God! Your N has changed honey. Now all that seems a distant past! The three days we spent together. I’m sitting here practically dazed and delirious with such love I have for you...
How I desired to keep holding you in my arms! Could you feel the warmth of my sweet nothings! Could you make sense of my whisperings...how we used to oscillate between love and lust in the same eyes...how I wished to just snuggle up under your arms and swoon for your embraces...

Time really has stood still ..

Am I losing myself? Yeah...i am...but does it matter...what better place to lose myself other than in the ocean of your passion...suddenly, the world has changed! Or is this the effect of your magic...now I don’t have any complaints...

The otherwise self-centered world seems full of promises. Now I can see the, hidden beauty surrounding me which earlier seemed oblivious to my naked eyes... suddenly I am losing myself to the invisible force which is silently guiding me to the hedonistic land in a state of utopia... are you feeling the same! Can you satiate my curiosity by naming the exact feel, exact words... no wonder, even I have become a poet. Hasn’t love inspired thousands of poets, artists, writers, philosophers, intellectuals and other similar privileged classes to carve out their best pieces of work!

No...Why I am asking for better senses when I am thoroughly relishing the temporary insanity! Let me soak the honey of love from the flower of life...sweetheart., i wish I could bare my heart and show you the love I behold for you...
This falling star has finally found his place next to a shining star in a lovely constellation, where we will sparkle in the heavens forever.! Three days...We laughed, we cried...and prepared wonderfully stupid meals...we played...we slept...and will I ever forget your happiness over one voice of mine! Aah...it was euphoria... I can still feel your bear hug kisses and the feel of my head in your bosom... and your hand upon my lips...comfortable...relaxed...at peace you said...!You call it madness, but I call it love..

I have bought small candles for our abode and have cleaned the kitchen furniture for you... And I can not wait to show you how much I remembered every word you said.....I can feel butterflies in my stomach. I forgot how exactly, pain, misery felt like.! When you are coming back honey? I want to feel your body and your sweat, your love and I want to feel you as you feel my love and as we make a life together...

Letters will never contain everything! I often blush myself to sleep wishing that you would hold me so tight and never let go and promise that everything would be alright...will it be any exaggeration if I say, I have found heaven. Till then...let me dream., then we don't have to be apart for so long... If we're in each others dreams, we can be together all the time. Adieu, you whom I love a thousand times.

Forever yours...

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"A letter… which never reached to the princess it was sent to..! God needed her more..
After a week of her departure….”…. Time stands still…!!