I am Flirt!

They labeled me flirt,
Complementary was,
A wondrous debauch,
Not that I complain,
But I relish in vain!

Explored the label,
Discovered array of treasure,
Trapped in quagmire,
Asked myself,
With whom I flirt,
What I flirt,
And how I flirt?

If it implies,
I flirt with,
Caustic sentiments,
Gloom and despair
Then frankly speaking
I don’t care

If it implies,
I flirt with life,
As it flirts with me,
We bargain,
For I have lost,
What I thought,
I had won!

If it implies,
I flirt with dreams,
So be it!
I keep it in harem,
And makes it my mistress,
Conceive the bastard,
And making the reverie comes real!

Discovery all over,
Exuberance all heightened,
I want to confess,
That I love to flirt!

Yes, I flirt,
To spread joy and love,
To soothe the nerves,
To make someone feel good,
To bring a smile on unseen face!

And to take the contented soul into,
The arroyo of hedonism,
Yes, I am a flirt
A proud one..!!

Heat of my Desire!

Golden sand, shining so bright
Glistening river, whispering so light
Silver hooks,
And a warm sun,
It’s all felt and said,
That’s you, my mermaid!

A trip down the lane
And talking till midnight,
Scattered clouds
Aroma in the air,
A bite of forbidden apple
And few barriers being broken!

Breezing summer
Caressing thy tresses,
Hanging moon,
Reflecting thy face
Your breath stirs
And the eyes meet
Time freezes,
Whenever we speak!

Chilling night air
Hangs on our adobe,
We lay in our meadow,
And you glide in slowly,
Like flowing wind,

Surrendering to your embrace
Amidst candles, perfume and flame
You feed my desire,
Makes my craving go on fire,

Your delicate, soft skin
Brings out passions
Deep within,
Sigh, snuggle,
Meeting of lips,
And the heated tongues,
We soak the wine of
Our love,
And intoxicated lust!

Golden sand, still shining so bright
Glistening river, still whispering so light
We glow like an ember,
And we let the love begin!

Smoker's delight!

Smoker's Delight
What a desire
smoke and fire

Kissing my lips
Soothing my soul
Things galore
Hot n dry

Pleasure all mine
Of circular fog
Engulfing,enchanting
the dastardly swine

Sticks to me
Bewitching presence
Cuts deep
Feels divine

two fires
running amock
One fire
In thinking mind
Taming the other
At my fingertips

Silky look
Slim n bright
My Cigarette
Is Smoker's Delight

Comatose!

Naked, I stand,
Amid the living corpses
In the hours of shadows
For the wars of within
And surrendering a mist
From the madness of being!

The flesh blackens,
Blood flows through
Rotten veins,
Semblance of,
Beautiful sound of
Howling wolfs...

Numb broken wings,
Speaking to glasses,
Jarred with poison
And sealed with fate
Of impending lucidity...

Deep sleep,
Shrouded poetic script,
Embracing eternity
And dream,
Leading the funeral
Of majestic presence...

Darkness sings
Lyrics of love
And loneliness,
Decaying soul whispers,
The doom of fallen angel
In the abyss of time...

Autumn, my home,
Summer, distant reality
Heckled mind swims,
In frozen self,
The crest of
Rising dust clouds,
And illuminating quagmire...

Bleeding emotions,
Crushed hopes, and
Sorrow’s lurking image
In hollow eye sockets
And untold story of
A mermaid bereft of ocean
Following the barking hounds
Of hell....

Voyage to Neverland!

As the weather turned insane,
And the emotions abruptly unfold
Gazes the Pharaoh,
Into a sea of sand.
A day passed, an hour gone,
Bleeding the dust of self
The hollow of my hand...

Wearing a crown of red,
And the eyes drooping low,
Floated the Nile,
Watching over me,
The mirror blinked in disbelief
But the feelings gathered truth

The solitude of sound
The narcissism of life abound,
The Nile floods whispered
Into the heart of a raving soil
Beaming a smile to confrontation.

My world began
Where it had left off,
Tripping in the wind,
Caressing the fire of baptism,
In hidden tombs of Pharaoh,
And reaping the fields
Above the grave of alive,
The time continues to hold the names...

I hear the symphony of lonely ocean,
As the Sphinx guards gates of desert
Surround my passage into the sky
With the wide angle lens of your cursed eyes
The candle wax will born again
To kiss the darkness...
Till then...I will be quiet in the times ahead
Being a prisoner of self in the realms of delusion...

The Heart's opera!

Slowly,
The wind, calls my name...
Desolated world is silenced,
And sky looks despondent
And I jumped wearily off the forbidden couch
Of life past and elapsed present!

Why am I bleeding?
Why you repressed in my blood,
Why you doused it?
Or am I just singing my heart's content?
Painted in the teardrops,
The bit of life inside me, unfolding,
Before my organic decaying matter!

My hands of blood,
Seen holding the cross of
Pink hearts and stars
In the fading light of the half-lit moon,
Probably few dimensions of love don’t come true!
Yet judging me unfairly,
Because I brought forth my dreams to reality...

The turn is still, as I pass,
Broken,
So the bleeding words could be read,
In the moratorium of
Home, work, love and hate
Guess, we made up lives
Because reality is stained,
And I see myself not being myself,
Just a reflection of the stranger
I have become to me!

It is done,
And my heart pained me so.
Setting my evil ways a flying,
Am I engineering my own mythology?
Or just a game of fake blood architecture...
And Slowly
The wind of life,
Cries with me...

I give a Damn!!!

Let me break the,
Sanctity of modesty,
Wanna vent my ire,
And molest the filthy freaks,
Fed up of you morons,
You stories make me sick,
The manipulative midget,
Professional victim,
A goody goody martyr,
With thinking all cheap,
Polished by pathetic unfairness,
And calamity until they,
Shine with disgusted self regard,
Come here!
you creepy moral guardian,
Of the flirtious chicks,
Let me kick you in ass,
And get rid of your talk of,
The shit of sacrifices...
Don’t you get tired of?
Pretending to be all sugary and sweet,
Hah...heard love is pure,
And yet grand plan to screw,
Another dastardly flower,
Of a rotten tree,
I have failed...i ve been used...
I have been betrayed,
Life has not been fair to me...
Keep ranting and keep chanting...
And you worms stick to each others
Pathetic existence...

But how have you perceived me?
I haven’t adorned myself with,
A dash of immortality,
And the aura of agony uncle,
Neither am I a divinely succulent,
Nor am I an object to gaze at aromatically,
I am ordinary mortal...
Cherishing the pleasure of my existence,
Not to be indulged in sadistic charity,
I whole-heartedly give a damn
Of what you think of me,
Poet...philospher...friend or lover,
Or to the appeasement of your,
Cribbing sensibilities,
you find me arrogant...
you fine me overambitious swine,
A flirty rascal or a nasty,
Crap of stubborn in prime,
Then frankly my dear,
I give a damn to what you care,
Don’t take me for guaranteed,
Whom you can always whine and whimper,
I am not a soaking punching bag for,
Your eternal emotional bankruptcy!!!
I am not here to soothe,
Your imaginary wounds,
I am here to live my life
Walking nonchalantly,
On the streets of anonymity,
Meeting you strangers,
And giving the real me to you,
Showcasing the infinite possibility
Of human will and the deeds,
Long awaited...and still due!!
Combat your,
Own unfounded insecurities,
I am blessed and so are you,
But you keep on moaning the songs of blue,
Come with me,
And share your strengths,
Stop acting like sub-human,
Stand on your own,
And for a change,
Try to be independent and strong,
create your own tidal waves!
In the temple of your spirit,
You must run,
Simply to stay standing,
Aspire for the realms,
Beyond the obvious or,
Keep your petrified emotions,
Get going in your domain,
The choice is yours!

The Plight of a Pathfinder!

As time passes the night away,
I realize to repair the shattered pieces,
Written upon the wind,
But for the curse of black rays,
Beneath the mighty silent roar.
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Cobwebs of thoughts pour upon my soul!

For the demi-god inside me,
Who would demand,
That I inside me speak,
And the future listens,
As certain sounds have its own tempo!
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The past has been unkind to heroes!

The palm tops gathered the heat of waves,
And the tide pools infested,
The soul is colored in shades of
Pink, white, red and black
And the strange eyes blinked...and missed
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Beauty did not believe and beast did not care.

Winds started spreading the tales
Which could never be heard
The aura caressed the voice of enigma,
Bodies poured from the shadows of the cliffs,
And the titanic was found in motion
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Lost souls stuck within the middle of Heaven and hell.


Black, fluttering clouds await,
Before the striking of the storm
And I am my own receiver,
I am my own retriever,
I am becoming my vital mass
I am a token of my own substitution…..
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I consumed myself in the dream of my reality.

Virtuous Infidility!

As trembling fingers touch the keyboard
One last time,
As the hands of the clock tick away into
Maze of oblivion,
The cold, fish smelled water of the river,
Lurking beneath the silhouette...

The reeds of life float
Into the speaking waters
As the weather trembled,
So did the human emotions...

Skipping the spaces, acting faster,
Wanting the relief of
Some kind of solved puzzles,
Amidst the sins of
Mysterious River greeting desert sand,
Human emotions suddenly unfolded...

Tasted the water,
And splashed the unnamed fun,
As dazed temptation weighed heavily
Upon the being,
When it began to exhale
In the veiled lust of
Thousands of souls...

Delight in the freedom of nature's offer,
Run amok into the distance of the sun.
Doing it, will feel right,
Hear the smell coming at your hungry soul
See it, sense it, discern it...

Purge the river of fake purity,
For your cherished dreams got mixed in,
With your suppressed libido pouring upon the society!
Don’t you want something new?
As everything is there,
In the bowl of few forbidden wish...

For The night awakened with a
Brew of flesh and skin,
And the mid-day sky of dancing stars’ dreams
Fantasies of infidelity!
Reread what was written,
To reach the heaven and verse the land,
And pour the bodies in
The shadows of the eternally insatiate!
As the poet dreams,
Of life, lust, desire and infidelity
And writes upon destiny...
While wondering in awe of its sense...

To the Love!

Rain trickles down, falling softly,
Upon my face,
Nature becomes my companion,
And the sun glazed
On a hot, sunny day,
Where the coals of a fire,
Had burnt the night before,
Where the life stops
For a moment, and
Appreciates the purity of your love...

In your quiet nights,
When you dream of me,
With the moon knocking
At your silence
With velvet paws,
My eyes are flowing with love,
And my heart pounding,
My legs shivering,
To hold the grip of me,
Shaking my eternal soul
My heart yearns for love,
My soul begs for love
And I fall apart,
Weak in all my ways,
Silence,
Purity,
Prayer, of love,
My heart is love,
Deep is the love I crave
Holding much of my own...
With simple sense of insanity

The wind seemed to whisper
Sounds of silent ocean cries,
And crashing waves
Upon the rock of sands
Of a fire into the eyes...
That takes my breathe away
A visual of your portrait
So you gather yourself
To become a woman,
A bit of want
And a sight of memory
Gleaming in your eyes,
As you feel the love
And remembers it well
And wishes to cry
I have touched you
You have touched me...
And the dream continues...

Down the love lane!

The unconditional love for you,
With all my heart and soul,
What may...
The tomorrow might bring,
Upon my spirit but it shall ever sing,
As long as life beats within me.

The full bloomed flowers,
And the birds were singing,
Your voice has some magic,
And my heart flutters,
My hands shake,
As I reach to touch your face,
My essence meets yours,
As I touch your lips,
Soaring through the clouds,
The wind beats at my skin.

The joy,
That takes a forever breathe,
And seeds the flowers of time;
And that heavenly gaze,
With a sweet, gentle smile,
And holding the cries,
To a silent breathe,
Some words are better left unsaid!

Grand staircase of love,
And sun shines in,
With waters sipping drops of life,
And Soft, the sweet of light...
That grows into a flame,
And kisses the darkness,
And falls into a candle wax,
To be born all over again,
That’s what I will be,
Your candle…
Offering you my light...
And the twain shall meet
In this life or the life after...

The Karmic Conflict

I realize,
Fading rays of the sun,
Burning inside,
And a void of forgotten hope,
Unattainable sky looks forlorn.

I realize,
The cracks in my mind,
Hidden and never filled up,
Counting all the uncountable,
Grains of sand,
And the existence, lost at times,
To explain, to get through
Praying for others;
And the gleam in week’s eyes
To bind me in shackles,
And my falling from the grace...


I realize,
Whispering voices roam in my dream,
And my heart feels so unworthy,
While the echoes reverberate,
It doesn't always listen,
But when it does,
I feel afraid...
For tears are shed for meek souls,
The ones lost from reality,
Twirl tranquil...
The lure has rotted off my clasp.

I realize,
My better parts will be,
What is not seen of me!
For I have not deceived myself,
About the fruits of my labor;
Of which, there are none.
Only disgruntled with life,
And sometimes,
The pebble of mortals in it.
I have to lift myself,
Out of my sins;
Where silence stops my void,
With some melancholic tears,
And a tinge of megalomania,
The final shadows become huge...

I realize,
The battle of,
Lost causes will proceed,
As the acceptance to my mind,
With my soul I have arranged;
To bring myself into the world-
One more time...
The rising of fall,
Upon a rock of ages past,
So I can have my fill of life,
As nothing else meant so much-
As the belief of a spirit hold
So comes the stream of flowing tears
To whisper within my soul...

Romance in the Air!

What was I?
A lonely soul,
Bare feet and dusty skin,
Going through motions...

Vision all blurred,
And my imaginary paradise,
Was all misty,
With ocean of gray...

A knock!!
A silent whisper!!
Chanting love all along!

Pitter patter of rain,
Dropped upon my senses,
And the clouds of life,
Seemed all gone,
As she entered into,
The hidden realms of my heart...

Aah! Love has its reason,
Which mind knows not,
And I am weeping,
The sound of laughter,
And crying,
The tears of joy...

Now the wind smiles,
With me.
The sun glowingly peaks,
The quest is to rise,
And show thyself...

I am in delirium,
And everything to live on,
I must live.
For love is the master,
And life is what I dream...

The notion of romance,
As if life is in waiting,
In wanting so much more,
The future has not passed,
And I have to ride,
The high horses of heaven
With her by my side!!

Pain!

Empty Heart,
Empty Soul,
Suffocated,
Scattered,
Feeling all alone!

Reason you ask,
Don't know why,
Pain so severe,
Cant even cry...

Inside a cloudy noon,
Waiting for the sun,
Me,not knowing,
Where to run...

My honesty,my pride,
Taken for a ride,
Wonder how,
Wonder Why?

Time to grieve,
Passion and Promises,
Losses and the gains,
betrayal and pain!

This is the end,
Of Every thing that stands,
Heaven calling me
To set me free..

The Curse of Salvation!

The distant grumble,
And the music screams,
Beyond the flesh and bones,
Searching the souls...

A moment of flashback,
From the grave of past,
Beauty in harsh violence,
Just to settle ancient retort,
As their is no tomorrow.

Death begins in the eyes,
As all hope fades away,
But dead are not lost,
They bloom in the sky...

Chimes of unearthed,
And the difference,
Between gray and gold,
Dead are not dead,
They breathe in,
Those dispassionate eyes,
And smile on sun,
From time to time...

The rain of blood,
From the soul of your corpse,
A thread that connects destiny,
And this will go forever,
And when you face me,
You will remember,
Your wild eyes,
Will travel inward,
In search of salvation...

Spoof

Mr.:-
Do you know me?
I am a dude,
That’s what they find me,
Falling to my wicked schemes!

Miss.:-
I am innocent,
I am sweet,
Guys chase me,
As if I am enigmatic queen!

Mr.:-
All you need is
To shout it loud,
I am the victim,
I intended only good!

Miss.:-
My part of act,
Is a masterstroke
I cry for others,
This is what I make them believe!

Mr.:-
Didn’t you guess?
My grandiose plans,
I garner sympathy,
From the weaker clans!
Faking is an art,
Where I am the king,
I cry foul,
Playing with emotions,
Is my favorite song!

Miss.:-
Ha-ha, you are smart
But I am smarter,
I say, I am selfish,
Which they don’t believe,
And in the game of mind,
I force them to act kind!
I have found,
Crib and complain,
And people become your fan!

Mr.:-
My fake talent is my key,
I dump the persons, who love me,
I am adept at hide and seek,
Don’t you bet?
You can be ditched!

Miss.:-
We seem perfect
For each other,
Let’s fake the love bubble,
Till that time,
We will be couple!

Mr. & Miss:-
That is a deal,
Let’s come together,
And we cheat others,
You see,
We are a pair made in heaven!
Destined to betray,
And wretched existence divine!

Hail Nazi!

Depiction of Nazi era,
Intent on same bloodshed,
In the unruly sense of,
Human fallacy of,
Contrived greatness...

The eternal stillness,
And despaired hearts.
Praising all manor of things,
Except for their own beliefs!
But the bitter enemies facing,
Are nothing but the shadows of past.

The spiritual asylum,
Of The ghettos,
The camps, the chambers,
That makes them feel,
So suppressed, so sad.
As if,
The definition of being human,
Has changed over the years.
The lives not yet lived
Are no more worth living...

In the great hall of justice,
Standing upon the universal rock;
Flustered with ordinary souls,
Getting taller every day.
For tears are shed for other souls,
The ones lost from timelessness,
The Nazi era echoes,
So here I am!
Calling upon you,
The Hitler!
The Hitler of pure blood!

Come back!
Rebirth!
Life is contriving for you,
And mortals are just aching for you!
Set your evil ways, flying,
Drink the bloodied spoils of earth,
It’s just the difference of,
Impure race of yore,
And now more rotten,
Impurity of impure emotions,
Open up all the chambers, ghettos,
Purge the self-deprecating souls,
Of fertile web of negativity,
Make them see the skies open wide,
The real pain, the real loss,
Take the lives not lived,
Take it as they are afraid.
What’s the point of living then?
After all, how many times can
The fires burn before one can...

Oh Death! embrace me!

Circa future,
A flashback in eternity!
A life, not lived,
Coming to a determined end
Verve, a dream of reality!

A stopping moment,
This past is gone!
Present. Not visible!
Future on song!
Flushed!
My heart stops to
Die tomorrow.

What may the deadly,
Morrow brings,
Upon my soul,
Attuned to the,
Rhythm of joy,
When death will taste,
Sip of my life.


The cadence will be magical,
The moment death is,
Bestowed upon me,
For death is a master of change,
To feel a new form,
As we live but a moment in time,
And embrace space,
In shades of various dimensions.

Drawing dark figures,
And dancing on,
The beat of insanity,
There will be no battles,
And no conflicts to,
Arise before me,
And I shall be,
Indifferent towards,
The inevitable...

The realm of death,
Unspoken territory,
Seldom spoken of,
But where parts of mine,
Will be seen,
And I will be delighted with a
Dead, the pristine prime!

Aah! A new life,
A true life,
Elixir all abound,
As death my soul,
And peace will be my throne,
Cosmos, my kingdom,
Rays no damned,
Sun all mine,
Hail the death divine!!

Catch-22

Silence.
Lonely but
Not really

Darkness.
Engulfed
Sadistic hatred
Ruthless eyes

Clouds rolling thunder.
Rejected
Hazed stars
Screaming voices

Monster Ocean.
Dreadful
Petrified future
Another death of spirit

Hollow sky.
Devastated
Without a chance
Flayed.

Howling earth.
Spirits
Torn apart
By mental bankruptcy
Zilch galore

Faded sun.
Loved ones
Cast away
Doomed relations

Eclipsed moon.
Justice Denied
Not served
Lifetime of agony

The bright sunrise.
Humans
Eternal hope
Charge and control
Innocent faces
Spring in steps
The chance
To make it
Life moves on
Beauty
Out of closet.
Don't
Bury it
Now.

Cleopatra's Catharsis

The nights tiptoe silently,
Shadows falls over, the moon in the sky,
Winds pick up their pace, talking,
About the dead tales of trepidation,
Of the unknown lands not seen,
The aura of Satan looms over,
I come to life yet again,
In a moonlit courtyard.

Time to satiate my carnal desire,
And fulfill my perpetual desire,
I am a monstrous nymph,
Inflict me the eternal pain,
Push through me,
Split me through and through,
Rip my heart, with those devilish eyes,
Burn my soul, with your sneaky tongue,
Draw your finger down the,
Hollow curve of my spine,
Grasp me firmly, strongly,
Leave behind the sadistic bruises;
Whip off the darkest fantasies,
Tear apart my skin,
Gnaw, Suck, grind, lick me,
Make me moan, make me cry
Aah...the satanic climax of orgasmic hell,
Leave me there, naked with a rotten crown.

Yet,
I am hungry and,
I relish the prospect,
Of having fresh meat of my fallen prey,
The scream of silent voices,
But the palace grounds are silent,
Meanwhile I taste life,
Sip by sip, drop by drop...
Ever so delicious flesh,
Supple, succulent shouting for a nibble, a bite
Dark rich blood drips down your neck
And the silence is broken with evil laughter
Upon your cries of pain n agony,
As I dig deeper and deeper,
Sucking the last chunk of meat
Out of crushed bone
Don’t panic, don’t be perturbed,
Your demise will be swift,
And pain won’t last longer,
Night is getting over,
I release you from my clutches,
Your cold dead body,
Appear limp and lifeless,
Soothing and enticing,
Makes a sight to behold...

As Darkness engulfs my demonic conception,
With flood of tears,
That reeks of mortal deception,
I am going back to sleep,
Only to return again,
To continue the saga of,
Hunger, desire, lust and flesh,
Why you wonder?
Haven’t you heard of?
Cleopatra’s eternal hunger,
Ravished soul, untimely death,
Whispering of gloomy solitude,
The years, spent brooding,
With a twinkle of interest at the lost paradise...
Slowly rousing the fire within,
And My vanished soul stuck within the middle
Of Heaven and Hell..